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Never Enough

Never Enough

I sometimes have this sinking feeling when I’m busy doing something – anything, it could be jumping on a trampoline, riding a bike, shopping, doing an obstacle course, running through the woods, driving, ice skating, hanging out with friends – it’s not...
Straight Through My Mind

Straight Through My Mind

After all this time, I expected myself to be further along. I keep hoping that as I chill out, the tangles in my brain will become untwined, and I can start thinking clearly, living clearly. I find myself still caught up in myself. Wondering if maybe I’m doing this...
Into the Woods

Into the Woods

Why do I go out into the woods? I still cannot answer that. Every time I drive off down a dirt road my heart skips as I am somewhere I have not been. Somewhere I don’t know and the unknown welcomes me back. It’s not comfortable. I wouldn’t necessarily say I love it,...
Cellar

Cellar

There’s no better or worse of being in here or out there. I’m in a cellar of what must be an old English manor, an old one lit by candles on the top of shelves. Shelves filled with jars. Jars filled with fluid. Fluid filled with a single floating speck. Some jars...
Slow motion

Slow motion

Slow motion I almost got sad yesterday. And I could feel me sliding into the dip. I also knew I could make it to the other end. I am breaking open in slow motion. How? It’s the single step onto a different world. I am painted in my own skin and I let normal people do...